something in between

I’m not home
I’m neither a stranger
I’m a weird something in between
and I have to admit it’s not where I want to be,
cause it feels kind of lonely

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xxx

#16december

one thing

even if there was the option to change one thing in my life, I wouldn’t know what to do

cause the things I think of would be so fundamental that I would be scared how many parts of my life would change as side effects.

I don’t want to lose so much at the moment. and I don’t want to be responsible for changing my happy places into something worse.

so let’s say I wouldnt change anything, but that means I’ll be stuck in the same situation all over again, and that’s neither what I’m wishing for

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xxx

#13december